Saturday, January 14, 2006
~*~ Day doesn't end happily ~*~
First time in year 2006 when I wanted to shout, "I quit!"
Leaders must have high EQ. The previous phrase is from what I have learnt in HRM module last year. I believe in this phrase. Team has to work together and it's not about one-man show or putting people off. There was a point of time today when I wanted so much to get out of the place I was, rush to the toilet to cry and just run away from everything. I felt so unwanted. I was driven away. "Eileen, you shut up and go away." It's not said by only one person, I didn't know that I am so redundant. I admit that I was lame but I mean no harm and there is no reason that I should be treated in this way. Deep down inside, I am very hurt. Are we friends? Are we acquaintances? Are we just working partners being forced to work together? Why am I being shout at? Okay, if all my suggestions or opinions are lame and not up to standard ( as judged by other personal views), I shall be a mute then, a puppet follower.... which makes teamwork pointless and meaningless.
Small words do have a BIG impact.
I really need to cool before I make any rash decision.
Now, I really want to quit and leave forever.
I'm afraid that I'm too impulsive, so, I need to cool down.
I'm fragile.
Why can't people be (more) tactful?
Sick sick sick Bubu
I have been sick since Wed le. Quanrantined at home, having a room to myself during bedtime now. Rainy days recently. Caught cold le. Having running nose and dry cough. Don't feel like doing anything. All i need is rest.
[*-Bubu leaves a print of thoughts 'n' feelings-*] | 12:13 AM
Saturday, January 07, 2006
~*~ Sales sales and more sales ~*~
Hohoho, just feeling very surprised to see so many discount signs at Tiong Bahru Plaza today when I go and shop with my sis for my Mummy's birthday present. End up, both of us bought so many clothes, a bit of deviation from the original motive, wahaha~ But these are good deals loh... for me, I bought 1 pants and 1 sleeveless top at U2, 3 long-sleeved shirts from G2000. The pants and shirts are all half-priced loh. Bubu couldn't resist the low price. Had always wanted to get G2000 clothes cos its designs are nice and detailed... good quality product... usually priced at $59 and now the pretty-pretty shirts are at $29.50. Good deal!! Must be some post christmas sale going on, so cool. My sister bought stuff from both shops too... This is what I call a fruiful shopping. Made a killing today! If I include the watch we bought for Mummy, we spent close to $400 today, so scary... Haha~ We were at Tiong Bahru Plaza for roughly 4 hours... 10 items bought... 2.5 item per hour... good. I hate to shop aimlessly cos my legs ache for no reason then...
MIA recently... short update of what am I up to...
Went for tour (Hainan Island). Diligently went for my driving lessons. Took my final theory test (at last!) and passed it. Gatherings with friends. Playing Maple Story. CCA meetings.
First time: Being a volunteer this year. I supposed that I'll be teaching chinese tuition to the hearing impaired tomorrow. Interesting volunteering work right?
Love Love Love
Heehee~ Very happy that this hols got good news from friends being attached. Holiday seasons seem to be times when either links are formed or hearts are being broken hor? May all the couples be happy together~* Jia you everyone!!!
Forgetful me
I was thinking of updating this post with lotsa of things but my mind is pretty blank right now. Can't think of what to write le.
[*-Bubu leaves a print of thoughts 'n' feelings-*] | 12:10 AM
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